You would think that on a 7 hour drive back to San Diego from a place you once called “home” your mind would be racing.
Mine however, was not. I think for once in my life my mind was content. I has seen everyone who actually cares about me and my well being this past week. I said “no” to former booty calls and that all on its own was an eye opener. Being able to let people down without feeling an absolute guilt strike over you is the most rejuvenating feeling. This trip was the perfect way to say “goodbye” to the gut wrenching 2013 and “hello” to the next year.
I am happy to say that I dont have any crazy stories to tell from Sacramento. My roommate asked me with excitement in her eye how my trip went.
“it went well. Not really anything to tell. Hung out with some well deserving friends, had fun times and really enjoyed each moment of it.”
Coming home I had found my room and my bathroom to be a disgusting mess. Just like 2013. I dedicated this morning to shaving my legs and my crotch (for myself, not anyone else), DEEP cleaning the bathroom to rid it of the stench of my wanna-be BFF’s yeast infection that she accumulated before I had left, and rearranged my room. I need to look up what it means to put your bed under your window in Feng-shui language….hold on.
(Insert Jeopardy Music)
Why is a bed under a window considered bad feng shui?
At nighttime your body needs strong support, as well as protection, in order to do its best with the work of regenerating itself. This is the reason a good solid headboard is highly recommended in feng shui. In addition to a good headboard, you always want to have a solid wall behind your bed. When you sleep under the window, your personal energy tends to get weaker in time, as it has neither proper support, not
In the revised edition of Feng-shui that I wrote myself, having your bed under a window allows for you to see clearly. Like watching the stars as you fall asleep…or have sex, whatevs. Rearranging my room makes me feel like I have my life together. I feel like I am finally content with being single, being in my family’s shop and helping them run it and finally being at a point financially where I can support myself.
SInce it has been forever since I have posted last, I must inform you that I am no longer doing hair out of Solana Beach. You know that super high end salon I was sooooo excited about working at. Yeah, NO. Too fucking pretentious just like everything else in the God-forsaken city. People who let money rule their life are sad, sad people. I have seen it for myself. No personality or real friends. Thank God I know that my friends arent my friend for my money. Everything I have, I have worked hard for. I believe that I am finally content with the little amount that I have because in all honesty, visiting Sacramento and seeing old friends and coming back to san diego to people who were legitimately happy to see me and talk about my trip can be more than anything else I could ever ask for, and for that, I am rich.